hmnn? demons, energy

[love333]

HEY EVERYONE THIS IS MY 1ST POST SO LOTS OF LOVE AND LIGHT AND NICE TO BE IN LIFE JOURNEYS W/ YOU GUYS. SO THIS HAPPENED ABOUT A MONTH OR SO AGO. I WAS CLEANING MY ROOM AND I HAD MY ROOMATES OVER PLUS A COUPLE OF PP. WELL I STARTED TO HEAR VOICES SAYING KILL HER AND I HOPE SHE DIES. AND LIKE ALL NEGATIVE STUFF AND AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF FEAR. I TRIED TO MEDITATE THE VIBES OUT AND AWAY AND I PRAYED AND PRAYED. WELL IT WOULD NOT STOP SO I GET OUT OF MY ROOM AND I SEE ONE OR MY ROOMATES SITTING W/ HER HANDS OVER HER EARS LOOKING AWAY AND DISTANT. I AM STILL FEELING LIKE I AM ABOUT TO DIE. I AM FORCING THE WORDS TO COME OUT OF MY MOUTH ARE U OK. SHE SAYS YEA. I HAD TO ASK HER 2 MORE TIMES SHE SAID THE SAME. THEN I WAS HELL I AM GONNA ASK HER IF SHE IS HEARING AND FEELING WHAT IM FEELING. SHE SAID YEAH AND I TOLD HER THAT I WAS GETTING HER ENERGY ALL THE WAY IN THE OTHER ROOM. I WAS PRAYING FOR HER OVER AND OVER AND COULD NOT SPEAK ANY OF IT OUT. I ASKED HER IF SHE KNEW WHY SHE SAYS IDK THIS HAS BEEN AFTER ME FOR A WHILE. I SAID U KNOW U HAVE CONTROL OVER THEM U R BIGGER THAN THE DEMONS. THEY WANT U TO FEEL THIS. IT FEEDS THEM. AND I COULD ONLY GET OUT GOD IS LOVE. SHE IS SO GONE IN HER EYES SHE IS STARING OFF AND IDK JUST GONE. SO I DECIDE ITS TIME TO GO TO BED. WELL I AM LAYING DOWN AND I FEEL AS IF MY BODY IS SHRUNK AND I AM SEMI COMING OUT OF THE TOP OF MY HEAD. NOT A TOTAL OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE. AND I STILL HAVE TO FIGHT THESE DEMONS OFF. IT WAS LIKE A SPIRITUAL BATTLE. I WENT ALL THE WAY TO TALKING TO THE ANGELS IN MY HEAD TO THEM SAYING I WAS ABLE TO MAKE IT PAST. TO SEEING WHAT PPL ARE LIKE WHO DONT HAVE INTENTIONS TO HURT ANIMALS IN THE ANIMALS EYES AND HOW THEY KNOW. I MEAN I CAN BARELY REMEMBER IT ALL THE NEXT DAY TO EXPLAIN IT. BUT I SAW MY ROOMATES SIS THE NEXT DAY AND TOLD HER ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED W/ HER SIS. SHE SEEMED LIKE SHE DID NOT REALLY CARE. I SAID THAT I MYSELF HAVE HAD DEMONS TRY TO GET ME AND I WAS ABLE TO BEAT THEM OFF W/ MY SPIRIT. I HAVE NEVER FELT SO OVER POWERED B4 IN MY LIFE. SHE SAYS OH ITS PROB SOMETHING I DID. SHE SAID IM ABOUT TO LEAVE TO RUN ERRANDS WE WILL TLK MORE ABOUT IT LATER. WELL SHE COMES BACK AND WE NEVER DID. I SAW MY ROOMATE THE NEXT DAY AND SHE ACTED LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED SMILING AND A NEW PERSON. I SAW HAPPINESS IN HER. I JUST THOUGHT THAT IT WAS WEIRD THAT I WOULD GO THROUGH THAT WHEN I DONT QUITE UNDERSTAND WHY. IF NO ONE WANTS TO BE HELPED AND NO ONE CARES OR TAKES IT SERIOUSLY. AND I HAVE NEVER HAD ANYBODY ELSES DEMONS TAKE A HOLD OF ME. I SERIOUSLY FELT LIKE I WAS IN THE BIBLICAL HELL. NOW I DONT KNOW IF ANYONE IS GONNA READ THROUGH THIS WHOLE LONG UN-EDTITED POST OR EVEN GET WHAT I AM ASKING. BUT ANYTHING THAT CAN LET ME IN ON A LIL KNOWLEDGE.


THX PEACE LOVE AND LIGHT

[lauralane]

I might need to read through this again but it seems you are troubled by something I just can not put my finger on. Part of it since its jumbled together (all CAPS) and part because I think its content jumping.

[LoLo113]

Originally Posted by love333

HEY EVERYONE THIS IS MY 1ST POST SO LOTS OF LOVE AND LIGHT AND NICE TO BE IN LIFE JOURNEYS W/ YOU GUYS. SO THIS HAPPENED ABOUT A MONTH OR SO AGO. I WAS CLEANING MY ROOM AND I HAD MY ROOMATES OVER PLUS A COUPLE OF PP. WELL I STARTED TO HEAR VOICES SAYING KILL HER AND I HOPE SHE DIES. AND LIKE ALL NEGATIVE STUFF AND AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF FEAR. I TRIED TO MEDITATE THE VIBES OUT AND AWAY AND I PRAYED AND PRAYED. WELL IT WOULD NOT STOP SO I GET OUT OF MY ROOM AND I SEE ONE OR MY ROOMATES SITTING W/ HER HANDS OVER HER EARS LOOKING AWAY AND DISTANT. I AM STILL FEELING LIKE I AM ABOUT TO DIE. I AM FORCING THE WORDS TO COME OUT OF MY MOUTH ARE U OK. SHE SAYS YEA. I HAD TO ASK HER 2 MORE TIMES SHE SAID THE SAME. THEN I WAS HELL I AM GONNA ASK HER IF SHE IS HEARING AND FEELING WHAT IM FEELING. SHE SAID YEAH AND I TOLD HER THAT I WAS GETTING HER ENERGY ALL THE WAY IN THE OTHER ROOM. I WAS PRAYING FOR HER OVER AND OVER AND COULD NOT SPEAK ANY OF IT OUT. I ASKED HER IF SHE KNEW WHY SHE SAYS IDK THIS HAS BEEN AFTER ME FOR A WHILE. I SAID U KNOW U HAVE CONTROL OVER THEM U R BIGGER THAN THE DEMONS. THEY WANT U TO FEEL THIS. IT FEEDS THEM. AND I COULD ONLY GET OUT GOD IS LOVE. SHE IS SO GONE IN HER EYES SHE IS STARING OFF AND IDK JUST GONE. SO I DECIDE ITS TIME TO GO TO BED. WELL I AM LAYING DOWN AND I FEEL AS IF MY BODY IS SHRUNK AND I AM SEMI COMING OUT OF THE TOP OF MY HEAD. NOT A TOTAL OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE. AND I STILL HAVE TO FIGHT THESE DEMONS OFF. IT WAS LIKE A SPIRITUAL BATTLE. I WENT ALL THE WAY TO TALKING TO THE ANGELS IN MY HEAD TO THEM SAYING I WAS ABLE TO MAKE IT PAST. TO SEEING WHAT PPL ARE LIKE WHO DONT HAVE INTENTIONS TO HURT ANIMALS IN THE ANIMALS EYES AND HOW THEY KNOW. I MEAN I CAN BARELY REMEMBER IT ALL THE NEXT DAY TO EXPLAIN IT. BUT I SAW MY ROOMATES SIS THE NEXT DAY AND TOLD HER ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED W/ HER SIS. SHE SEEMED LIKE SHE DID NOT REALLY CARE. I SAID THAT I MYSELF HAVE HAD DEMONS TRY TO GET ME AND I WAS ABLE TO BEAT THEM OFF W/ MY SPIRIT. I HAVE NEVER FELT SO OVER POWERED B4 IN MY LIFE. SHE SAYS OH ITS PROB SOMETHING I DID. SHE SAID IM ABOUT TO LEAVE TO RUN ERRANDS WE WILL TLK MORE ABOUT IT LATER. WELL SHE COMES BACK AND WE NEVER DID. I SAW MY ROOMATE THE NEXT DAY AND SHE ACTED LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED SMILING AND A NEW PERSON. I SAW HAPPINESS IN HER. I JUST THOUGHT THAT IT WAS WEIRD THAT I WOULD GO THROUGH THAT WHEN I DONT QUITE UNDERSTAND WHY. IF NO ONE WANTS TO BE HELPED AND NO ONE CARES OR TAKES IT SERIOUSLY. AND I HAVE NEVER HAD ANYBODY ELSES DEMONS TAKE A HOLD OF ME. I SERIOUSLY FELT LIKE I WAS IN THE BIBLICAL HELL. NOW I DONT KNOW IF ANYONE IS GONNA READ THROUGH THIS WHOLE LONG UN-EDTITED POST OR EVEN GET WHAT I AM ASKING. BUT ANYTHING THAT CAN LET ME IN ON A LIL KNOWLEDGE.


THX PEACE LOVE AND LIGHT

I don't have any answers for you, this is your experience and it will take time for you to understand it all. As far as your room mate, it seems that she is in denial or doesn't want to help you, her actions are strange to me. Here is something that I read and it helped me with my experience that I had.

"The Bhagavad Gita describes the entire spiritual path as a battle between the forces of light and of darkness in the consciousness of man. True spiritual peace is not a state into which one sinks passively-a reward for long years of suffereing and tears. It is the peace, rather, of victory of a fight well fought and of the certainty that one has overcome. It is not a wall placed protectively around one to shut out the horrors of life; it is rather a blinding light, banishing those horrors into non-existence, evern as darkness is banished from a room when one turns on the electric light. No man has ever slid down into heaven. The path has been described, rather, as an ascent up a mountain, one which may be conquered only after many hardships. It is most descriptive of the actual ascent of consciousness that takes place in the inner man."

You might have already known this, just thought I'd share. Take care and keep us updated of course on your path.

Laura

[Seeking Spirit]

I am struggling to read exactly what your problem is, but...going purely off of the topics title, some Demons do crave to steal the energy from humans, not even all demons are after the same sort of things, and each has their own idea of what they want.

[Cemiess]

Sounds like you're allowing your imagination to take over your mind. Relax, focus on reality, free yourself from this world while it's a dangerous place to be. Live your life and the nightmares will lose their power.

[Phoenixflame]

Originally Posted by love333

HEY EVERYONE THIS IS MY 1ST POST SO LOTS OF LOVE AND LIGHT AND NICE TO BE IN LIFE JOURNEYS W/ YOU GUYS. SO THIS HAPPENED ABOUT A MONTH OR SO AGO. I WAS CLEANING MY ROOM AND I HAD MY ROOMATES OVER PLUS A COUPLE OF PP. WELL I STARTED TO HEAR VOICES SAYING KILL HER AND I HOPE SHE DIES. AND LIKE ALL NEGATIVE STUFF AND AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF FEAR. I TRIED TO MEDITATE THE VIBES OUT AND AWAY AND I PRAYED AND PRAYED. WELL IT WOULD NOT STOP SO I GET OUT OF MY ROOM AND I SEE ONE OR MY ROOMATES SITTING W/ HER HANDS OVER HER EARS LOOKING AWAY AND DISTANT. I AM STILL FEELING LIKE I AM ABOUT TO DIE. I AM FORCING THE WORDS TO COME OUT OF MY MOUTH ARE U OK. SHE SAYS YEA. I HAD TO ASK HER 2 MORE TIMES SHE SAID THE SAME. THEN I WAS HELL I AM GONNA ASK HER IF SHE IS HEARING AND FEELING WHAT IM FEELING. SHE SAID YEAH AND I TOLD HER THAT I WAS GETTING HER ENERGY ALL THE WAY IN THE OTHER ROOM. I WAS PRAYING FOR HER OVER AND OVER AND COULD NOT SPEAK ANY OF IT OUT. I ASKED HER IF SHE KNEW WHY SHE SAYS IDK THIS HAS BEEN AFTER ME FOR A WHILE. I SAID U KNOW U HAVE CONTROL OVER THEM U R BIGGER THAN THE DEMONS. THEY WANT U TO FEEL THIS. IT FEEDS THEM. AND I COULD ONLY GET OUT GOD IS LOVE. SHE IS SO GONE IN HER EYES SHE IS STARING OFF AND IDK JUST GONE. SO I DECIDE ITS TIME TO GO TO BED. WELL I AM LAYING DOWN AND I FEEL AS IF MY BODY IS SHRUNK AND I AM SEMI COMING OUT OF THE TOP OF MY HEAD. NOT A TOTAL OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE. AND I STILL HAVE TO FIGHT THESE DEMONS OFF. IT WAS LIKE A SPIRITUAL BATTLE. I WENT ALL THE WAY TO TALKING TO THE ANGELS IN MY HEAD TO THEM SAYING I WAS ABLE TO MAKE IT PAST. TO SEEING WHAT PPL ARE LIKE WHO DONT HAVE INTENTIONS TO HURT ANIMALS IN THE ANIMALS EYES AND HOW THEY KNOW. I MEAN I CAN BARELY REMEMBER IT ALL THE NEXT DAY TO EXPLAIN IT. BUT I SAW MY ROOMATES SIS THE NEXT DAY AND TOLD HER ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED W/ HER SIS. SHE SEEMED LIKE SHE DID NOT REALLY CARE. I SAID THAT I MYSELF HAVE HAD DEMONS TRY TO GET ME AND I WAS ABLE TO BEAT THEM OFF W/ MY SPIRIT. I HAVE NEVER FELT SO OVER POWERED B4 IN MY LIFE. SHE SAYS OH ITS PROB SOMETHING I DID. SHE SAID IM ABOUT TO LEAVE TO RUN ERRANDS WE WILL TLK MORE ABOUT IT LATER. WELL SHE COMES BACK AND WE NEVER DID. I SAW MY ROOMATE THE NEXT DAY AND SHE ACTED LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED SMILING AND A NEW PERSON. I SAW HAPPINESS IN HER. I JUST THOUGHT THAT IT WAS WEIRD THAT I WOULD GO THROUGH THAT WHEN I DONT QUITE UNDERSTAND WHY. IF NO ONE WANTS TO BE HELPED AND NO ONE CARES OR TAKES IT SERIOUSLY. AND I HAVE NEVER HAD ANYBODY ELSES DEMONS TAKE A HOLD OF ME. I SERIOUSLY FELT LIKE I WAS IN THE BIBLICAL HELL. NOW I DONT KNOW IF ANYONE IS GONNA READ THROUGH THIS WHOLE LONG UN-EDTITED POST OR EVEN GET WHAT I AM ASKING. BUT ANYTHING THAT CAN LET ME IN ON A LIL KNOWLEDGE.


THX PEACE LOVE AND LIGHT

I do have answers, for dealing deamons is but one of my duties. You need to ask for help from a higher source. The one to contact is in the South and give us the support and courage to make it past our battles, his name is ArchAngel Michael. Some deamons are much stronger than others. Some we are able to handle on our own. I find it of no surprise you saw angels in your experience. AA Michael is there for you. Just know that anything of that nature in your life is there to teach you a lesson. I have found that as of late these attackers are coming with huge force, kind of blind sighting you as you sleep. See we can be both a force to be wreckoned with or completely vulnerable in our sleep. Here are a few tips on what to do if it comes back or something else tries to enter your home....

1. Acknowledge it. Let it know you know its there. (this takes its power away)
2. Thank it for its time being there and the lesson it was there to teach.
3. Let it know it is no longer needed.
4. Tell it to leave, for it is needed no longer.

All this must be said in utter authority over your home. Because it is only a visitor.

Then ask ArchAngel Michael for help. There is a video with a great request message for AA Mikael's help, one which I use with much affect. AA Mikael's is swift in his help at times taking him 1 or 2 days to get it out completely. But each case is different.

Here is the link:

YouTube - How to release a negative entity from...

Start at 1:16 for the request, I do recomend you watch the whole thing. If you have any questions or need any other links, all you need to do is ask. I am here for you too

[BelievHUman]

Love333,
I can understand what you experienced and are asking.

I was attacked by Psychic Entities when I was a Child, they manifested as Evil clown faces in windows at night and a foreboding presence.

At the time I was powerless against them and didn't tell anyone, I learned later they were there to feast on the Negative energy I had within due to illness.

Later, I learned that there is one all powerful protection from Negative entities, Love, nothing else.

Praying can help calm the psyche enough to have a rational thought on what is happening, but the best answer is to visualize Pure Love for the entity. Love conquers all, that is more than just a statement.

Try to be at peace, no Spiritual Entity can harm you unless you let it. Knowledge is power and understanding what they want (negative energy) allows one to remove this energy from their being, thus removing the food source.

Just my thoughts, hope they help.

Baraka Bashad,

Believ

[lildiezel513]

Ok, im no expert but from wat i understand from your rushed explination is that your roomate had an experience your sensitive mind felt. I myself have alot of experience with the feelings someone who is bieng terrorized by "demons" can project. It may be easier to say there are spirits bringing agony to oneself than to realize maybe you are creating the demons. My mother is schizophrenic. Part of her delusions are demons and i can assure you that you freind is not being attacked externally but internally by her own instability... Much love to all, stay grounded. We experience many supernatural things everday that are natural. Wisdom is not the ability to see things others may not but the ability to see things for wat they truly are..