[Sherlok]

ok, i registered for this site cuz i want some answers and i believe in more than coinsidences, maybe in some numerology too. I keep seeing the number 12, everywhere. mostly in the minute columns on digital clocks, sometimes up to 7 times a day. I also see it in other places that I wander to or end up at, like door numbers and other random things. its been idk, like 3 or 4 years since i started seeing them. Ironically, ive had some pre bad luck with the number 13 in many different cases. Its all just really frustrating, and i feel like im being fucked over a lot. or just not in control of shit. but i honestly dont mind it when things are working out well. i just want to know what it is, and what to do about it. and it seems like the choices i make determine when and how many 12s i see, 13s as well. i wish there was a way to confront this reacurrance and have the answers laid out before me, then id feel more... reasurred.