 | Postgenital
Stirrings: A Spiritual PrepubescenceBy Stuart
Sovatsky.
Excerpt from
Words From the Soul: Time, East/West Spirituality, and Psychotherapeutic
Narrative (pgs.153-155)
by Stuart Sovatsky
Postgenital
Stirrings: A Spiritual Prepubescence
The
long-developing, prepubescence ramping toward the kund
alini spinal
puberty is known as pranotthana ("intensified, uplifted life energy,"
perhaps emergent within cellular mitochondria). This is clearly the same force
of quivering uprightness active in Quakerism, Shakerism, Judaic davening
(torso-rocking prayer), charismatic Holy Ghost phenomena, the swaying zikr
and whirling dervish of Islam, the quiverings of the Orthodox hesychast, the
Goddess-worshipping circle dance, the Dionysian revel of the Greek mystery
schools, the flowing movements of tai chi, the ecstatic shamanic dance, the
yogically derived Andalusian flamenco, the Middle-Eastern belly dance, and the
orgonic quivering-streamings of bioenergetics (which Reich deemed as beyond
sexuality). Poetically, Rumi personified this way of vibrational spiritual
development that calls beyond one's current level of maturation toward the more
distant puberties.
Drumsound
rises on the air,
its
throb, my heart.
A voice
inside the beat says,
"I
know you're tired,
but come.
This is the way."
(Rumi
1996, p.122)
The
essential Rumi. Trans. C. Barks with J. Moyne.
The Mahayana
and Hinayana Buddhist and raja yoga
focus on the straightened spine (uju-kaya) is merely
an intentionally taming approach to the same spinal puberties (an uprightness
that, too, emerges endogenously as the serene tumescence of the awakened
spine), as are other erect-back Western sects. Here the "straight and
narrow paths" attempt to obviate the complexities of the bodily awakenings
in pursuit of the transcendental, with more or less severity.
Pranotthana
is also vividly apparent in the developmental movements and perpetual
stretchings of infants and in the maturational glow of children and energetic
zest of adolescence. As the thirteenth-century attainer of the final
maturations, Shri Jnaneshvar stated:
51. That is
called [yogic developmental] action of the body in which reason takes no part
and which does not originate as an idea springing in the mind.
52. To speak
simply, yogis perform actions with their bodies, like the movements of
children. (Jnaneshvar 1987, p. 102)
The various
willfully practiced asanas of hatha yoga are, more accurately, apollonian
formulations of their dionysian originary emergence as sahaja yoga, or the
yearning, quaking, shaking, davening, throbbing, swaying, and bodily
tumescences of various other traditions. Hatha as meaning
"forceful" grows ambiguous. Is it that a force, a divine shakti,
compels the yogini to worshipfully stretch and develop her own body, beyond her
own will's choices and dictates into further maturation? Or does hatha refer
only to her own willful storming of the heavenly gates? Or is there a point of
humbling recognition where even that leeway of freedom called "the
will" is seen as yet another expression of the Goddess, more or less
attuned to the rhythms of the postgenital pubescent stirrings?
All such movements,
vocalizations, and emotionalities are yogic to the degree they foment the
neuroendocrine transformations which comprise urdhva-retas
("refining maturation of bodily essence") grasped rudimentarily as
"sublimation" by Freud, thinly as psychological "alchemy"
by Jung, and externalized with uncertain results in medicinal alchemies.
Urdhva-retas ripples through all religions, sexual liberations, and love
relationships that sense there is "more to sex (or, rather, eros) than sex
itself." Thus, the conflictual history of sex and spirituality is merely
the confusion attendant to the transitions of any
puberty.
The
emotional crucibles of commitment, monogamy, open marriage, or the pursuit of
honest communication in any marital or caring relationship can be considered as
part of this maturational alchemy. For all the soteriological sentiments belong
to its phenomenology, as does the processing of upsets via the fires of apology
and forgiveness. The many erotic permutations of tantric practice, with more or
less success, are also the bubblings toward urdhva-retas. Certainly the
ecstatic celibacies and unconditional loves of saviors, saints, and yogis must
be included here.
The
Postgenital Pubescent "Alchemies"
Known in
Vedic times as shamanica medhra (releasement beyond genital
puberty, and from which the term shamanism is likely
derived), the essential alchemy of urdhva-retas is the distillation of the
soteriological secretion-radiance of ojas (subtle
glycogen or health-energy radiance) such that desire-based love (the alchemical
lead or mercury) begins to mature into ever more unconditional love (the
alchemical gold, or the nectar of endless love).
Via the
dionysian actions of body, breath, sentiment, and the utterly allured
concentrations known in the apollonian formulae as meditative stages, various
hormonal secretions (felt as evermore poignant longings and gratitudes) undergo
the alchemical maturation. These once-distilled secretions, (elixirs, soma,
philosopher's gems) are then reabsorbed into the body as a kind of nourishing
fuel. So uroborically nourished, the body grows in the "yogic
direction" to next time issue slightly "higher octane" radiance
secretions, whose hypervitalities are distilled into still higher octaned secretions,
and so on. In the first line of Hymn VILS of the Atharva-veda,
this quintessential distillation process is described:
"By
sacrifice the gods sacrificed to the sacrifice." The "gods" are,
of course, the finest points of origination of the scintillations of these
inwardly seen radiances, and the series of inner alchemical distillations,
their "sacrifices to sacrifices."
At some
point, the glowing radiances and soteriological longings resulting from a
longstanding urdhva-retas foments an opening of hymenlike granthis
(knots) along the spinal sushumna. Kundalini awakens and enters. Thus, the
long, spinal prepubescence of pranotthana enters its puberty and one hears of
yogic disidentifications with the body and the ego and reidentifications with
the soul within its temple-body. Later there will be identifications with the
Womb-Void and Eternal Body, or even the disidentification with all word forms,
denoting that other puberties have begun. For "kundalini" merely
names that motherly force that carries the body-soul from zygote through
teenaged puberty and beyond, in what Ken Wilber has called the full-bodied
opening to development and ecstasies "beyond the genitals."
Courtesy
to http://www.cit-sakti.com
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